Oh New Years...

Everyone has a New Years Resolution...I've never actually had one that I ever considered for more than 2 days and thought I would follow through on it. Well this year is going to be different!
Unfortunately...all I have right now is the normal cliche' resolution that everyone has...

I resolve to lose 30 pounds. If I'm feeling really awesome, 35 would be cool but I'm not losing any more than that because I want to actually have a body instead of bone. =) To do this, I must do the following:
-Cold turkey chocolate and/or other desserts.
-Go through Rehab. Admit that I am a Chocoholic and thereby embarking on the first steps to recovery.
-Exercise 30-60 minutes a day. There is a treadmill downstairs. USE IT.
-I know when I overeat, and I know when I'm taking to much of a certain yummy food. I just need to control myself and make sure I don't have the dreadful eyes bigger than my fat flabby ass syndrom.

I dunno, I'm a girl. All of my self-esteem and confidence rely heavily on my body image. I wish it weren't so but it is. Sometimes I don't care how I look or how fat I feel I am-but than in relation I don't care about anything at all. Probably doesn't make it any better that I can't help but idolize really beautiful women who are -ohmigosh kno wey!!- not fat but muscular. I don't do diets, because I like to eat, so the only real thing is to watch my junk food (Chocolate) and Get Off My Cellujello Arse! At least I'm vain enough to admit that I love my face in general and usually think I'm gorgeous...until I notice my second and third chin. And really, when you see my first chin, WHO THE HELL WANTS ANOTHER?! If I get my body looking the way I want it (Fit and Healthy) than I know I'll be happy with who I am.

Other than that resolution, I have a few more ideas but I don't want to pile them all on to thick incase I get overwelmed and cave (Relapse all over the place on chocolate) and can't keep up with my resolutions anymore. Here they are:
-Connecting with old friends
-Keep in better touch with current friends
-Go all Hermione Granger on college. Please please please, this one really does need to happen and I know I can do it! I just have to get in that world and love it.
-Work on making myself awesome enough to get accepted to Hamline (Which includes visits to conselors and finanical aids)
-Picking a Major.
(Here's the possible list of Majors I would love)
--English (Creative Writing)
--Anthropology
--History
--Drama
?? I seriously thought there was more than that. Oh wellz.

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY WHO READS THIS! (TRUNG)