My Secret Best Friends?

(This is long, and nonsense. I just felt like writing to myself about it I suppose. Nothing actually worth reading here, all fictional. XD)

I love sleeping.

Whenever I close my eyes, I know another adventure is about to begin. I know it's a lot better than the real world too, and I like to sleep as much as possible.

It's a familiar world. I've been there my entire life, and there are many things waiting for my nightly return. Unfinished tasks, new problems to solve, foes to vanquish, and a handful of friends whom I miss dearly.

Wait, friends? In my dream world?

It's funny, because I didn't realize how much I depend on these friends when I am awake and real until just now. Sometimes I wake up so refreshed, so happy, so imaginative, so...FULL. And I look back and realize it's because I had a lot of fun last night. Sometimes if things don't go well, I wake up feeling empty and miserable and the rest of the day never really picks up.

It's weird, because real-life people usually make up my dream world friends. There are a lot of people I know in real life who are my friends who appear in my dreams. But oddly for the most part, when they show up it is usually to torment me with drama/fights/make me cry, hurt my feelings, etc etc. So, it's only fair that the people who appear with these emotions are the people who have hurt me in the past. Suffice to say, they don't appear all that often, but I prefer it that way.

So who am I friends with in my dreams than?

Well, this is where it gets a bit embarrassing. My friends range from real-life people, to my made-up characters, to complete strangers that I've never met.

Real-life people usually consist of famous people, or someone you see a lot of and sort of create an ideal version of them right? I don't actually know them, but your brain sort of puts the pieces together based on what you've seen or heard about them.

I woke up this morning feeling great, I don't know why, but I was with BoA, and some gorgeous black girl I had never met before last night. We were very close friends though. Both me and the black girl (I don't even know her name!) were helping BoA learn English and taking her all around the Twin Cities and showing her the 'American' culture. It was a lot of fun, and random things happened and actual conversations took place. Also, I thought this was really funny, but at one point, Max Grover appeared, and kindly struck up a conversation and tried to flirt with BoA quite openly, which had me and the other girl rolling our eyes and whispering to each other. Once he sauntered back over to his friends, I immediately grabbed BoA by the arm and told her alll about his targeting of Asian women and how he wanted to get in friendly with her so he could help out his modeling career. Good to word, Max strides over again, and begins asking BoA out in the most egotistical way, to which she politely declines. We laugh it off, and the three of us girls decide we're going to teach BoA how to make a pizza. Fun girl times ensue.

So what? The Asian Brittany Spears is my best friend? She'd actually give me the time of day? Well in my dream world, yes.
Other ones include Nishikido Ryo of course, but we're just friends, the language barrier is interesting as well, because it comes out in the dream world and we don't speak much, but that's fine with the both of us. When we hang out, it's usually something quite adventurous. Most recently, I randomly decided I was going to get stranded in the world, and make my way around to every country and make a challenge/story out of it! So of course, the first stop is Osaka, where I can pick up Ryo because I want him to come with, because I know he'd secretly love too. He's hesitant at first, gets a little angry at me for being so crazy about it, than reluctantly agrees. Amazing Traveling Adventure ensures. Seriously, it was reaaaally great. I feel like writing about all the things we did, it was so fantastical, I'd like to expand on it and add some more scenes to it.
Another one who I was really good friends with was Brooke Davis/Sophia Bush. I'm not sure which one it actually was, but I'm assuming it was fictional Brooke Davis since I would know more about her than Sophia. Back when I'd be watching One Tree Hill all the time, Brooke in my dreams was a constant presence, she was my best friend, and we did everything together. I haven't seen her in awhile actually, mostly because I don't think or care for One Tree Hill anymore, but I do miss her, and wonder how she's doing? I think that's the craziest thought so far!

As for made up characters, Max and Demi and the most frequent. We know everything about each other, so there isn't that dynamic where you actually learn more about your friends or get to know them. Which is a bit sad really, and they don't show up often. I suppose they appear when I am in the need for something quick, comedic, and full of shenanigans. That's what those two are good for.

And than there are the people I don't know, at all. There are a lot of faces that appear repeatedly, but I don't know there names, or who they are, but apparently we have an established relationship and they are there for me. Weeeird. Once such strange person was, after the drunken teenagers ran their car into our tree, and I saw that blonde chick covered in blood, she haunted my dreams, but as my friend? I was worried about her, and wondered if she was okay, and we became friends in dream world. It was so weird, except I didn't get a warm feeling from that, more of a traumatic shaky feeling. I didn't want to see her, and once more of the story became clear and I learned how rude and how the whole scenario was her fault, she did not appear in my dream again. Thank god, but I just thought it was weird.

So, what the hell? I have a completely different world that I go to sleep for. Different friends, different everything. I think it's crazy, apparently I fantasize about friendships lol. Oh well, I'm just not sure what that means. Maybe I'm subconsciously looking for adventure, and real world friends can't give that to me. It's not their fault, neither of us have the time or money to do anything remotely adventurous, but you can do all that in your dreams. And I guess for now that is enough.

Oh, and you have shown up a bit Trung, but never to hurt my feelings. When you do appear, it's mostly to join in on all the fun. Like, it's me and you, and than whoever the crazy person is who takes us both on a wild adventure. I think that's kind of cool actually, like, subconsciously, you're sitting next to me on the roller coaster, we're in it together always kind of thing.

I dunno! Nonsense! I thought I'd share. ;) For myself mostly, like anyone would really read this. XD