What a Girl Wants.

*Sigh*

That's a good sigh by the way. One with the eyes closed, a smile on my face.

I've been in sort of a lovey dovey mood as of late, and I promise there is no reason for it whatsoever. There hasn't been any new meeting with a handsome fellow or any new happenings for that matter. I've just sort of been swooning all over the place, and I'm perfectly content with just that.

So I've been doing a lot of thinking, and fantasizing about what I want.

So. I just feel like. Gushing all over this blog. In complete randomosity mind you.

First up is *swooooon* Nishikido Ryo. It's not just that he's Asian or that he's gorgeous, great singer, lovely actor yadda yadda. Those are all labels, they're not who he is on the inside right?
From what I've gathered, which is a lot (I like to swoon over his translated interviews and blogs, and does that boy have a lot of them) he's a very poetic kind of soul. He's shy, he's quiet. He loves to keep to himself. He wants to adventure all over the world (I know right? Soulmate? XD) He reads in his spare time, and he loves to analyze what he's reading. He enjoys music, he really loves playing guitar. He prefers to sit at home and watch a movie. He sees things the way I see things, he doesn't under appreciate life and he doesn't worry needlessly over things that don't matter. He prides himself in being a professional, and he loves to cook.
Plus, he believes in 'living his life in a way that he can accept'. Which means he never wants to look back and say, "Hmm. I could have done that better." He lives to make sure that never happens. I love him for that, for giving me that strength in myself and striving to do the same.

Next, I was watching National Treasure today...just, spontaneously. I was thinking how attractive Benjamin Gates was. Not Nicholas Cage (I'll pass), but his character. The history geek, who spewed facts and was excited over anything from the past. The one who thinks logically, is good at figuring out puzzles, protecting his friends and family, and his sense of adventure. Than I thought of Indiana Jones, who I've always been crushing over, and heck, even Tom Hanks character in Angels and Demons/DaVinci Code. I would be so intoxicatingly happy if I had a man like that. Being some what of a history enthusiast myself, I can just see me melting over anyone who rattled off facts whenever they saw something that turned on their handsome little lightbulb.

Now how about my cunning scoundrel? Han Solo...since I've been a little girl, I have loved forever. *gush*

I watched Paris Je'Taime the other day. Some of them didn't really affect me at all, some were more powerful than others, but the overall feel of it made me feel all giddy for love on the inside. I was a little irritated that my dreamboat Gaspard was playing a gay boy in a very cute scene in where he confesses to a complete stranger in French that he thinks he's found his soulmate and dashes off, only for the stranger to have no idea what he was saying because he didn't speak French, but strangely finds himself running after Gaspard anyways. I don't need my list being teased with another potential addition thank you very much, even if it is acting. XD

So the new Harry Potter is coming out, I'll be seeing it tomorrow night. I'm beginning to think this feeling I've been experiencing has to do with it. I've been literally feeling abnormally large amounts of affection for every lead actor/actress and their characters in question. I watched the fifth film, and felt so over powered with love for the movie, I teared up when it started and when it ended, just because I thought it was so beautiful. XD

The morning, and the sun and smell of it...I'm in love with that as well. Hmmmmm! Lovely!


Anyways, I didn't know what to do with myself, I've just been sitting around all day, thinking about love and whatnot. Giggling madly to myself and with a big goofy grin on my face.

Hah! How sad it is that all of the above around fictional people/characters. I don't know Ryo or the Harry Potter actors, so they would practically be fiction in and of themselves since you create an image based on what little information you know.

Oh well, I enjoy being in my little dream world about it all, it's safe in here. There is no awkward, inexperience, and I don't have to think about it ever happening, just get to enjoy the feeling. ;)

Back to my swooning!