Ah. It feels like Con season...

The Sci-Fi Convention was in early July.
Otakon just finished?
And either Comic-Con is now/in a bit/or just over?
Not to mention some anime thing was a few months ago I think...

Anyways, I've only been to the Sci-Fi convention, and since I don't like anime, me going to Otakon would be pointless but...

God I want to go so baaaad.

I want to go to all of them. Not to mention Comic-Con is like my E3 convention. One day, one day.

See, I never dressed up at the Sci-Fi convention, and the person I was with the whole time didn't either, and we never did ANYTHING because she had seen everything a million times before. So. We just kinda sat in chairs, and I listened to her life dramas. I didn't get to see or really experience the geeky side of it all.

And I mean really, that's what it's all about right?

You get together a group of geeky losers, you all dress up (looking like losers), than you take pictures and videos of all of you acting like a bunch of retards/losers, and it's all absolutely ridiculous and not funny at all but...you have a friggin' BLAST!
Everyone else there is just as ridiculous as you and just as much a loser. Nobody judges you, nobody cares. Actually, the more of a loser you are, the more praise/squees/hugs you get from the general populous!

Well, I really want to be a loser. Right now.

I want to hit up all of these conventions with all of my loser friends, make an ass of myself, look like a tard, and post hundreds of videos and thousands of pictures of the whole thing, thinking about how cool I must look.

Doesn't that just sound...liberating? Nobody is judging you, people want you to make a fool of yourself. If your fat, so is everyone else. If you're ugly, so is everyone else. If you speak broken, retarded Japanese and spew out random phrases like "Neko Neko! (pronouncing it wrong of course) and the "Desu" bomb (Also pronounced wrong), than hey, everyone else does too.

Ah. It would be a lovely time. When I don't have to worry about how obnoxious I could come across. I don't have to be self-conscious of ANYTHING. I could dress up as my favorite characters, pretend to be them, and people will let me. Heck, they'll even take pictures.

Only problem is...I've separated myself from all of my geeky friends who enjoy things like this...

How in the world can I experience this with out them?

:/